And I have almost forgotten that I am powerful. I grow through creative acts of making music, painting, and dance. I grow through my determination, physical exercise when I'm pushing my body to the limit. I am myself by walking into a cold lake just because I feel like it.
When I am in the nature I feel that I do not have to anything. I sit on the grass, I walk barefoot, feel the soil, get mud on my hair, watch the leaves, feel the wind.
It is sooo important to find it for oneself: what makes me strong? What inspires me? What drives me? No one and nothing, absolutely nothing can take me off that path. It's my path. Why did I wait so long to walk it after having found it?