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It is ACTUALLY happening

Posted on May 20th, 2019

Yesterday while falling asleep I had the following realisation, that lingers too today: I will not have a second go at my lifeI will never live anyone else's lifeI will never get the chance to review my lifeThere is NO OTHER perspective for me than the...

No trust

Posted on January 16th, 2019

I don't know what is wrong with me. I am terrified now. It seems I have left one matrix just to enter another one. Did I really get so involved with this narcissist topic that I started discarding real people? It seems that everything I have built in t...

What you need is what you refrain from the most

Posted on October 21st, 2017

What I'm noticing in the last days is that I've started to do and behave in the ways I used to be repelled by in the past. I got enough flexibility to change my point of view on them and I'm exercising the possibilities of the new ways. So for example...

Your perception shapes your reality

Posted on August 2nd, 2017

Imagine that this world was actually designed entirely by a highly specialised diagnostic machinery that was able to read into your brain, into your thoughts, who had access to the information about your every past experience, and designed every tinies...

How the past gets carved into us

Posted on June 4th, 2017

Imagine that you were an archeologist examining a site close to the place where you grew up or where your parents grew up. Imagine you find a thousand years old sheet of paper and on that site of paper you see your own damn handwriting and drawings dep...

Digging inside yourself pays off

Posted on March 19th, 2017

I don't know if it is a long lasting effect of Vipassana, or the fact that I have actually decided that I do want to get better. Cross that out, I want to recover, regardless of what it takes. Nothing happens without a reason. Stupid Bollywood movie a...