Showing all posts tagged #loneliness:
The love dilemma
Posted on January 3rd, 2023
My love dilemma is this one: always when I find someone to love, I realise I may not actually love them. In fact, I don't know how it should feel to love someone. People usually say "if you loved, you would know" - so yeah, I never knew. I never felt I...
Loneliness
Posted on November 7th, 2018
When someone is lonely it's very sad. But if they don't care about it themselves does it make it more sad or less sad?
I, in fact, know nothing else.
The exile feeling
Posted on October 17th, 2018
Today it got me back. Just like I felt at school, the same I felt today as an adult between people who just a few months ago I considered friends. I felt condemned by them, disapproved, avoided, contempted. I felt shame and pain.
I got a bit deeper in...
Missing piece of the puzzle: about belonging
Posted on September 30th, 2018
I just watched Teal Swan's video called "Instant belonging" (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iofHNbc5xSk). I really need to stress out that many of her videos I would not take seriously. But this one made me think.
She said that the brain's habitual f...
The pain
Posted on April 14th, 2017
RAW THOUGHTS
I'm lying down. Feeling. The pain that has been there always. The tearing me apart sadness. The bottomless loneliness. All my life I've been dissociating from it, I've been giving it other names, creating concepts around it, building my id...
My origins of loneliness
Posted on February 2nd, 2017
Maybe because all those Vipassana and thinking about myself and then questioning each baseline feeling that I have about myself I got to another realisation. Yes, indeed there is some kind of white background noise that I normally do not realise, but t...
