I'm on to something. There's an attitude I go into when I want to get to know someone and get closer to someone. I start behaving as if we were already close. Brute force. This is how my mother was trying to get closer to me. And how did it feel? Terri...

I have been writing this blog for more than a year now. I put here all my discoveries or weird emotional experiences on a foggy way to something I at the time thought was recovery from CPTSD. I made however a major mistake: I gave the blog's address to...

They say that the critical voices we hear in our heads come from our primary caregivers, and that those voices actually are what they've been telling us when we were really small. I don't normally use words to think (I don't use images either, and yes ...