Today it strucked me: as a toddler - sitting alone in my room, because I'm a low maintenance child. In kindergarten playing alone because I was too traumatized to risk initiating a contact with another child, and no adult gave a shit about noticing me ...

When I read the diagnostic criteria of narcissism I do not see it so clearly, but when I watch the videos about narcissism I find many of the mentioned characteristics in myself. I'm not even sure if they strictly belong to narcissism or maybe just to ...

At the beginning of the therapy we said that it makes no sense to dig in the past, and it's better to focus on the now. Now we are changing the strategy, as in my impression the deep negative feelings and false identity cannot be fixed just with skills...