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Q1 2018 Checkpoint

Posted on May 11th, 2018

Okay that was a lot of time since the last checkpoint. I didn't realize it went so fast. What I have experienced:I have looked at a man with the intention to see if I'd like to get closer to him, and I got the same look back. I repeated it multiple ti...

Psychological rape

Posted on November 23rd, 2017

Something just occurred to me. The fact that my father was directing all his hate towards women, including his wife, at me, and since I was as old as 5, is a psychological rape. Isn't it? I was put into the context of a woman, and a woman with whom he ...

Breakdown

Posted on November 11th, 2017

For some reason I just got another breakdown. A long lasting flashback. I am trying to track it back and I remember a moment of thinking "oh, remember the times of freaking out, it was so pleasant to dissociate and put on any mask that I feel like wear...

People on stage

Posted on August 5th, 2017

I bet many of them are emotionally unstable. They have their emotions inside out: what they should keep in they puke outside and what they should have inside they don't have. That's why we love them so much. Artists. Singers. They can puke their emotio...