I don't know what is wrong with me. I am terrified now. It seems I have left one matrix just to enter another one. Did I really get so involved with this narcissist topic that I started discarding real people? It seems that everything I have built in t...

To do both at the same time, mathematically, means not trusting oneself.

Okay, in the last year I've done a lot of work in the direction of knowing my emotions and trusting them, but here I am kind of sure that I'm having some cognitive filter: it the last days, after having received some criticism, I see people as being un...

That realization somehow came up in a therapeutic session. The therapist said that they cared about me, and I just could not hold it in and I said that she didn't have to lie. I said I knew what this was about, that I was paying money and she was sayin...