Everything hurts, and I don't know where's up and where's down.

Yesterday I have managed to track back the pain that I feel when relationships don't work out, the one about which my friends tell me that I'm hurting far too much and far too long. And yes each time it's the very same acute pain, I just blame differe...

I've been paying attention to my body sensations, and now I can actually clearly feel it: my whole body is aching inside. It's almost a physical feeling. It feels as if someone poured acid inside me and now it is spreading very slowly. I had a relatio...

RAW THOUGHTS I'm lying down. Feeling. The pain that has been there always. The tearing me apart sadness. The bottomless loneliness. All my life I've been dissociating from it, I've been giving it other names, creating concepts around it, building my id...