Posted on March 24th, 2017
I heard it somewhere recently and have thought about it for some time, and now that I am sure that it is true I want to write it.
Emotions from the past seem so scary, because we were just children when we were first encountered them!
I am writing he...
Posted on March 23rd, 2017
It often makes me wonder: a country doing so well economically yet still such a high percentage of smokers. I don't have to look into the statistics, seeing people outside means seeing people smoking.
Smoking helps suppressing emotions. German culture...
Posted on March 14th, 2017
I'm starting to suspect nicotine patches as the cause of my regression. More specifically that I stopped taking them. Once I started again everything calmed down. Coincidence? Is it possible that such a stupid thing could cause a major mental imbalance...
Posted on February 19th, 2017
I have often read that smoking is bad for someone with borderline, just like any addictive drugs, as they apparently increase emotional instability. But at the same time smoking was such a reliable way of calming down. I even started asking myself if i...