Posted on October 25th, 2018
I was asking myself a few days ago why I have this relationship block. Because I do. It's not only about relationships but also closeness in general.
And today I had this dream. Where I was talking with my first boyfriend and he said we can't be toget...
Posted on October 8th, 2018
I had a dream that I was about to be raped, and realised I cannot move. I forced myself to wake up. Interesting skill to wake up by yourself, it seems it gets exercised over time. I wasn't aware I was sleeping but I was aware I cannot move so I did wha...
Posted on October 3rd, 2018
Another dream flashback from my first relationship. I was there visiting and he was there living at his parents exceptionally, for two weeks. I was lying next to his feet stroking them, while he was talking with a friend. Next the friend left and we we...
Posted on September 12th, 2018
Sometimes it's so difficult to consciously notice something that's always been there.
The feeling of impossible urgency. As a teenager I had a repeating dream where I would be preparing to leave the house and my father was sitting in the car, engine a...
Posted on March 4th, 2018
Why we dream? I think I got it just now.
I've been doing quite of therapy and self analysis in the last months, and actually managed to change some of negative beliefs that were holding me back in my life. I've been comparing this feeling of bending m...
Posted on July 1st, 2017
Funny thing happened last night. I was dreaming that I was in my typical relationship situation when I get involved and he says that he does not wanna commit right now. In this dream I exactly felt my automatic reaction: "omg, I screwed up, I should tr...