Showing all posts tagged #asperger:


Could I really have Asperger's, and implications

Posted on March 8th, 2020

I have not really believed it for a long time, but what strucks me recently is not reading about psychology in this context, but watching vlogs of diagnosed people.. and it really became a thing recently in my mind, that perhaps I am different, perhaps...

Noise at school

Posted on July 8th, 2019

I never paid attention to it, but I do have memory of being 8 and completely freaked out in the middle of the school's gym during the year end or beginning celebration. I remember it was loud, there was a lot of kids, perfume and flowers smell, and I h...

Empathy hindered on an intellectual level

Posted on August 8th, 2018

I am not sure what just happened and why, but I have recently noticed on multiple occassions when having made a mistake I was able to actually admit that I misjudged a situation and hence the mistake. Before this didn't occur. I would often take the bl...

Q3 Checkpoint

Posted on October 27th, 2017

What I have learned:I have learned to better distinguish between the three situations:someone's behavior is triggering me - means I have to do some visualization exercise later to find out whysomeone is actively trying to trigger me - means I have to t...

Vipassana 1 day refresher course

Posted on September 17th, 2017

I did just 1 day course as I don't have 10 days that I can take off. It was a lot of effort and travel but.. Damn can't I do what I want?:D What came up to the surface was little child's sadness out of disappointment and a lot of anger. More or less l...

Further thoughts on Asperger

Posted on September 11th, 2017

No, it is really a huge difference to be able to know which of my behaviours may be different than regular and when to assert myself and explain what I want rather than thinking that: it is obviouspeople are just mean to meI am weird and bad person for...

Asperger's

Posted on September 9th, 2017

A good old friend from childhood who I haven't seen for years since and who has read a lot about Asperger's recently suggested I may have the condition. Of course it may be just an effect of having read too much on the topic and seeing the condition wh...