Showing all posts tagged #depression:
Recap
Posted on May 4th, 2022
Two years of not writing, what happened? I was first very low, and then happy again, and did not want it to end. But eventually you need to return to the normal life.
Something happened about 2 years ago. I felt so low, that I experienced depersonalis...
Could I really have Asperger's, and implications
Posted on March 8th, 2020
I have not really believed it for a long time, but what strucks me recently is not reading about psychology in this context, but watching vlogs of diagnosed people.. and it really became a thing recently in my mind, that perhaps I am different, perhaps...
Who gets depressed?
Posted on February 20th, 2020
A thought just struck me. What if people who tend to have depression are actually the ones who are unable to dumb themselves out. Because they are both sensitive / aware enough and their values do not support going the way of least resistance (where th...
External vs subjective symptoms of depression
Posted on July 1st, 2019
After my depressive episode it became so clear to me, that for some conditions it is so important to publish both external and subjective symptoms! Sometimes how things manifest on the outside is completely different how they feel on the inside! All th...
Being depressed is so energy consuming
Posted on May 16th, 2019
Because it is so energy consuming to keep convincing yourself that there is no point in anything, keep on and making sure that the fact you are doing it stays hidden even from yourself. It is a very energy inefficient strategy to avoid any risks. Maybe...
Feeling of foreignness
Posted on April 8th, 2019
That feeling is very prominent and pronounced at the moment. It feels like being human and other humans being humans was something very remote to my perception. Like a "forward deja vu" into the future where I am no longer alive. And that feels neutral...
