Showing all posts tagged #happiness:


Check in with myself

Posted on November 30th, 2018

I think I should check in now. How do I feel? I had a lot of stress, enormous. Extreme emotions. From euphoria to dread and panic. Feeling inspired and depressed. I think I went through an impressive range of emotions in last 10 days: euphoriajoyinspir...

I want the gratitude feeling

Posted on September 14th, 2018

Since a long time I am reading that whatever one imagines can actually happen. Till now I have not been imagining what I actually want. On the surface yes, but not deep inside. The deep inside feeling was always "but I am not worth it", "but I am not...

Grateful for the right people

Posted on October 22nd, 2017

I have just spent an awesome weekend with people who I could just talk and talk and I was feeling understood, validated, interested in the topics they were speaking about, and almost re-parented. I spoke with an old married couple and it is unbelievabl...

Would you dare?

Posted on August 26th, 2017

If someone told you that you can now describe how you want your life to look like, and whatever you envision would become true. Would you dare doing it? Like, really, not just giving some limited statement like "I want to be rich", no, what if you were...

The fear of things being better

Posted on May 9th, 2017

Oh this is so primal that I have not seen it before, but indeed what hinders me from taking action to make my life better is the fear of things becoming better. It's the phenomena I have often read about but now I have to say that not only I understan...

Power

Posted on April 10th, 2017

And I have almost forgotten that I am powerful. I grow through creative acts of making music, painting, and dance. I grow through my determination, physical exercise when I'm pushing my body to the limit. I am myself by walking into a cold lake just be...

Joy of life

Posted on March 30th, 2017

I do have it in me. I didn't realise. Such moments I'd brush off by thinking "oh I'm just crazy", or "I'm just stupid". Isn't it because my father would always put me down when I was too enthusiastic? I made this connection: happy=naive. What the heck?...