I'm on to something. There's an attitude I go into when I want to get to know someone and get closer to someone. I start behaving as if we were already close. Brute force. This is how my mother was trying to get closer to me. And how did it feel? Terri...

I think yesterday I got a glimpse of something very important. This is a result of a follow up process after meeting the right people. I was looking at myself in the gym's mirror and I felt a familiar disgust. At the same time I had awareness of the g...

A father holding baby on his hands smiled widely at me when the child got interested in the sound I was making with my keys. There was something unsettling about his smile. I wanted to slap him. My immediate reaction was "What are your smiling at, you ...

I've always dreamt of a successful distant one. I even thought it would be great to have children in this manner - me in Europe, he in Asia, Africa, South America, whatever.. Meeting three times per year for an awesome sex in a limited frame of intimac...