Maybe as long as I freak out during an end of an abusive relationship, will I not be able to get into a normal relationship.
The same qualities which make me unable to leave an unhealthy relationship prevent me from having enough patience to separate healthy one from the unhealthy one. It is up to me, I can either learn by increasing the number of breakups or decreasing the number of relationships without decreasing the amount of initial dating.
The world is full of emotional vampires, if I don't learn to protect myself from them, I will never move an inch.